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Nov. 9th, 2010 | 05:10 am
mood: upset

Blah. Sorry, guys. I need to get this out. I need to say something.

*sigh* Horrible month is horrible. I don't even know if it can get any worse. I'll try not to say anything identifiable because I really, really don't want anyone finding out, but let's just say that someone important to me has "left the building." On top of that, I should know better by now than to enter any contests. I mean, yes, that commission cheered me up a ton. You have no idea how happy I am with it. Yet I still can't stop thinking about all the good times and how I wish I could have them back. I wish I had taken more pictures. I wish I could have been there every single time. I wish I could have apologized for that one thing that still makes me cringe. And most importantly, I wish I had known. Sure, we might still be able to keep in contact, but I don't think it will ever be the same.

Ugh... You guys will probably figure this out anyway.

And I thought I would mention that the commission was of Cyrus. >//w//< The person who paid for it is way too kind to me. I must draw that icon pair for them, and soon. *u*;;

Edit: Oh what the hey, I'll open this up to everyone because I hope that, even if the chance is very slim to none, someone will see it and understand.
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Blackjack Gabbiani

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from: blackjackrocket
date: Nov. 9th, 2010 01:50 pm (UTC)
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Well, if you want more commissions...Didn't I ask you about that a few weeks ago?

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Jenni the dragon

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from: dragonartist16
date: Nov. 9th, 2010 02:32 pm (UTC)
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Heh, I think you have it reversed. ^^;; This person paid for someone else to draw Cyrus to cheer me up. Sorry, should have made that more clear.

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Blackjack Gabbiani

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from: blackjackrocket
date: Nov. 9th, 2010 02:33 pm (UTC)
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Ohhhhhh I getcha now.

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Jenni the dragon

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from: dragonartist16
date: Nov. 9th, 2010 02:51 pm (UTC)
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I should probably also mention that the person who paid for it paid extra so the art would get done quicker because the artist has a huge list of commissions to get done. So yeah... definitely need to do something in return.

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